Tuesday, September 17, 2013

Your Life and Mine by Just Surrender


So, after the first love came the bad boy. Every teen needs one right? Well, of course, I saw more that in him but that's beside the point. After the blue house was torn down, I moved on to a boy that I met on the bus on the way home from the state football game. We talked and instantly connected and ended up holding hands on the way home. There was something so mysterious about this boy and I loved being with him and being in his world. The problem that should've been a red flag at the beginning was that my friends absolutely hated him and his friends absolutely hated me...I never knew why. So as much as I loved to be with him, my friends would corner me and I somehow convinced myself that I didn't want to be with him. I eventually was a jerk and broke up with him in the worst way you can break up with someone, mostly because my friends were there and I was a teenage girl.  But before all of that, when we were just trying to be together, he told me to listen to this song. It perfectly described how we were both feeling at the time. Both of our groups of friends didn't want us together, but we wanted to be. For a little while, I really had fun with him and really cared about him. I always felt horrible about breaking up with him and how I broke up with him. That's when I decided to never let my friends influence my relationships going forward.

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