This song is another song that was inspired by the person in the last song. When we broke up, he told me to look up this song. I had been the biggest jerk to him and he didn't deserve it in the slightest. He put up with so much crap in our relationship, my friends, my ex, who kept coming in and out of the picture, a probably more. The night we broke up, I "celebrated" with my friends, to finally being free of him. It's funny thinking about this because if I met 16 year old me, I would have decked her, that is not who I am at all. I guess I knew that back then too because I came home and felt so incredibly low for what I had done. When I was about to fall asleep, I got a text on my phone from this boy telling me to listen to this song. I looked it up right away and sunk even deeper in my self dug hole. The words scratched against my hard exterior that I had created and then the pain came.
"It's so hard when you're shallow as a shower"
I decided that night that I was going to change because I knew that person wasn't me. This song was a humbling song that needed to be heard so a change could happen.
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